better in my mind

so far, i have all but failed to keep current in my blogging efforts.
however, with this entry i shall grasp at redemption, and vow a renewed commitment.

as promised in my initial post, i have career news.
I completed a full round of interviews with my target employer today.
Now, only time will tell whether i am the target candidate or not.

of course i am going over every little detail of my interactions with a scrutinizing eye.
will my interviewers compare 'thank-you' notes and find that i said the same thing to all of them?
if so, how embarrassing! but how damaging is this, really?
also, i should have asked how long the deliberations are expected to take. 1 day, 2 days, a week? they said quickly...but relativity is a funny thing.
now, i have no fixed point in the future to concentrate on to relieve my anxiety. oh well...
here is where time kicks in and plays its little game.

lucky for me i have plenty of distractions built into my life.
for instance, the girl-bears are winding down in their beds, slowly into sleep.
the sounds of their babbling makes me so uniquely happy.
i know that no matter what, when i wake up tomorrow ( and probably several times in between) i will still be in full service of my duties as the dovies' mom, and that is more than enough for me to be self satisfied.

before i sign off, i just want to say that i hope that my interviewing committee had an easy time with their decision, and that the best fit, most qualified candidate wins.

truthfully, i hope that the candidate with the best haircut wins. in that case, i'm a shoo-in!
;)

please forgive me for the indulgence of vanity, i was brought up to value beauty (and lies) above all else.
humor and sassiness are my tonic for doubtfulness and worry.
along with a few other things...